Archives for: September 2007
Hey Ma, turn the radio down, the neighbors are gonna call the cops...
Hi Ma… it’s another lousy day Ma… computer programs giving me hell… people laughing at me and calling me stupid, Ma… that’s all they do, Ma… I write and I write and I tell them what you did for me…and how god helped you… and they laugh at me Ma… and they call me names… it’s like they hate you and they hate god now… what happened, Ma? What happened? Why have humans become hateful and desperate for killing… why? Why are humans so filled with the blood lust that they now want to kill their own families? Why Ma?
Daily they march, Ma…they march and demand more killing…and that more women and children be sacrificed for their collective hate… Mom… what am I to do? I am just one stupid little person, Mom… and I’m now dying… I can’t do it much longer… Mom…I’m just getting so tired… Mom…I’m so tired… Please mom… please make it stop… make it stop…
All they do here anymore Mom, is kill…everywhere you look people are talking about how important is for us to kill this group or kill that group…
Tripping the Light Fantastic, Doing the Dance of "Life" on Carnegie Avenue
By the second…1… 2… 3… by the second they leave us… they go… they are gone… my little ones… my brothers… my sisters… my friends… my liege… Oh my god… why… why must they always leave … why… Oh Dear God … please know that mom always told me, though she never knew me… other than to carry me… her heart always told me, God, that you were home…
Why God… why must so many die… so many suffer? Why so many children being killed every single minute… why god… I have a sense of humor, god.. and I use it to save my life and to save others’ lives… but god… what can't I laugh at with the passing of these innocents? What can't I wink at their pain and their terrible suffering? Why?
Our Fallen Friend…
Sep 12th, 2007
The world, my darlings… it’s broken.. and no god or super hero is going to come here and fix it for us… it’s up to us… we have to do the work… each and every one of us…
I ask myself all the time why I get so upset at others and just people… and then I realize… it’s because I love you all so much… you see what you are…
I see what you can BE…
Hi Ma...
Sep 8th, 2007
I miss you mom… I really miss you… the pain is horrible Ma… it’s just awful…
Two Guys Waiting For A Cab In The Middle Of The Ocean, While Surrounded by man-eating sharks…
Sep 6th, 2007
In other words, a good time was had by all.
It’s been awhile since I’ve been able to write. Part of the reason for this is because I had to wait for the new Dell computer to arrive… The old Dell had a memory card that was bad, and as a result the entire system began to fail over time. This, of course, put a huge burden on me.
However, I am going to post at great length about the amazing things that have happened as a result of the Dell Computer exchange.